That is sad that I have no motivation at night to update this regularly. Keeping self motivated is no easy. Requires concentration, happiness, time managemnet, and most imporantly, mind management. The fact that younger people are faster than me at learning and performing new tasks should not discourage me from pursuing my goals. That is hard of curs, but it is not impossible.
Last week, I had PR interview. Visas, interview, and meeting with two professors at Buffalo all went excellent. That was a positive thing. We at THM also managed to run an experiment in Accelerator center on Thursay last week with about 30 UW students participated! The whole project was finished in 3 days! To the standard of project time management, that is really unheard of. Although the rush affected the quality of the study to some extend, but still the fact that we were able to successfully execute it was to me incomprehensible beforehand. That is certainly the positive side of working in startup: You cant afford to procrassinate. And that will finally bring you success. The cost, thu, is that you enjoy time, summer, and life in the whole less. You sleep less, and feel more stress. Is it worth it? Maybe. At least temporarily it is. ah, to the achievements of the last week, I should add one more thing: Helped Mehdi to finish the Book Chapter. I stayed awake over two nights: One in Buffalo hostel before my Interview (till 4am) and next with Mehdi in the lab and managed to send it to John barely on time. Then an early breakfast at Mel Diner and all nice stories of past we, the two closest brothers in universe maybe, swept with each other. That impact of spending time with Mehdi and laughing at his funny stories was so strong that later at Linda's place, I dreamed about my family and it sounded in the dream that we were the happiest family on earth. Every one wanted to spend time with us for our positiveness and sense of humor. That is important to be liked as you live.
naneveshti ke?? in chejoor havasi bood:P
ReplyDelete:) My laziness was stronger than the push which reading your article generated in me:)):P
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